Today I found myself on the half way to death.It was so naive thing that happened.I was out with friends on a concert.People here call it the greatest music event of the year in Bulgaria and there were going to sign some performers from all over the world and they were famous.But the concert was out and with no payment for the entrance and you can imagen what it was.

First I didn`t want to go.Maybe I did but was afraid because I have this knee problem and I am afraid if someone hit me on the knee and then I would have to hit them because it is just a...reflecs you know...But my best friend Yana told me how great it would be and I agreed to go.

I was excited all day long.I didn`t even think I would be so excited but I truly was.And it was...for nothing actually.I got there with Yana and another friend of mine...and there were so many poeple...not that I didn`t expect this but...there were...like animals.We tried to dinf out place there and suddenly there was a guy who tried to reach a friend and he...he smashed us...he was trying to move and there were poeple incouraged of him and they started smashing us too.I thought was gonna stop breathing...I know it may sound funny...no one got hurt but...I really thought that if this happens again I would not be alive till the end of the concert...I couldn`t explain this.I turned in curcles and curcles because of poeple dragging me with them.I was holding Yana`s hand all the time so I wouldn`t get lost.After the big smashing scene I told Yana to get out amd we went to the park near by the scene and as we saw there were many poeple who were smart anough to do it.We could see and hear and music from there perfectly...not perfectly...but it was enough.

I am home now and breathe happy...It was scary...more than on any other concert.I am not spoil and this is why I cannot stand such events...but this wasn`t made for people...but for animals and I was tough enough to bare this if I had something to do with human beings.