It is...a shit life these two days.Yesterday was the most miserable day for me since...I do not know maybe months.I never expected I would be so unhappy in school while my best friends are around me.The summer was so amazing that I still refuse to accept it is over.It is maybe funny but...this is how I feel and I swear I wish it was not this the way I am feeling.The worst thing is my friend Adi was feeling miserable too and there is a thing when she is unhappy I am myself and the opposite thing.When she is happy I am too no matter what.Anyway,she has a lot more reasons to be unhappy than school and she was even worse than me.It was such a bad day for a start of the school year.

On the top of it I was feeling ill all the day and I continued with that state even today.I did not go to school.It is strange...it is just the beginning of the year and I missed a school day.This makes me think the school year will be bad all alopng and I hope I am wrong but I doubt that.Last school year started for me with a knee problem and I had it in a different times during the whole school time when at the end it was really really bad.

God bless me for the plenty of handkerchieffs that I bought a few days ago.They are helping me now for the state that I am now.I have a caught as I think.Maybe I should go to a doctor these days because I will be missing school tomorrow as well and I am feeling a little bad because these are the best days of the school year when you do nothing in the classes and you are just getting you know your new teachers but I guess I will be over it.

Things in love are not going well too...the only thing that is still carrying me through is the possibility that I am sleeping in Adi`s house next week and I hope this will happen indeed because if it did...we will be together for two nights.It will be a great fun and I am starting to thing stuff that we can do while I am there.