Here are some thoughts I found in the net.Some of them I made up myself but the point is they were in Bulgarian and I translated them inot English.ENJOY THEM!

*You can have everything in life if you secrafice the rest.*

*While we are chasing for the wrong we loose the right and usually there is no way back.*

*When the battle chooses us the secrafice can be unbareable but needable.*

*We pass through life like an elephant in a glasstore.*

*The point is in learning how to control the damages we make.*

*It takes a few time to make them a lot more to mend them.*

*Sometimes the damages we make are invisible but still there.*

*Tears and crying are a project of another kind of pain.*

*Tears are the words that the heart says without using the mouth.*

*The mouth lies when the heart never does.*

*People that are meant to be together always find their way to each other in the end.*

*Don`t ever frown.You never know who is inlove with your smile.*

*Love hurts and we all love this sweet pain.*

*No one worths your tears because the one who does would never ever let you shed them.*

*Don`t cry for the one who cannot cry for you.*

*Don`t feel bad for every good thing that ended but be happy it really happened.*

*Two things have no end - the universe and the human stupiddity.*

*Love breaks a heart but it sometimes worth it.*

*Unhappy people always feel good because of happy people`s failures.*

I am getting to feel good.My health is getting better but still I don`t go to school.Even though I spend my days great.I remebered about my passion to ponies and I am happy for that because there is a person to share my passion with and this is ~veDrai .

Have a good days people.Those thoughts above really role my life from time to time and they help in times when feeling bad.I spend my days looking for some like them and I will let you know if I find some other.

It is...a shit life these two days.Yesterday was the most miserable day for me since...I do not know maybe months.I never expected I would be so unhappy in school while my best friends are around me.The summer was so amazing that I still refuse to accept it is over.It is maybe funny but...this is how I feel and I swear I wish it was not this the way I am feeling.The worst thing is my friend Adi was feeling miserable too and there is a thing when she is unhappy I am myself and the opposite thing.When she is happy I am too no matter what.Anyway,she has a lot more reasons to be unhappy than school and she was even worse than me.It was such a bad day for a start of the school year.

On the top of it I was feeling ill all the day and I continued with that state even today.I did not go to school.It is strange...it is just the beginning of the year and I missed a school day.This makes me think the school year will be bad all alopng and I hope I am wrong but I doubt that.Last school year started for me with a knee problem and I had it in a different times during the whole school time when at the end it was really really bad.

God bless me for the plenty of handkerchieffs that I bought a few days ago.They are helping me now for the state that I am now.I have a caught as I think.Maybe I should go to a doctor these days because I will be missing school tomorrow as well and I am feeling a little bad because these are the best days of the school year when you do nothing in the classes and you are just getting you know your new teachers but I guess I will be over it.

Things in love are not going well too...the only thing that is still carrying me through is the possibility that I am sleeping in Adi`s house next week and I hope this will happen indeed because if it did...we will be together for two nights.It will be a great fun and I am starting to thing stuff that we can do while I am there.

The night will be pretty long.I am waiting for 3a.m when I would be able to watch 59th Emmy awards and I am very excited.I remember the last year when I watched it.I was so damn excited that I could not even close my eyes to get some sleep before it started but now...I am not sure I am waiting forward to it the same way.I would be happy to watch it but there are things that make my feelings different.I am on school tomorrow..well I start from 1 p.m. but still I will not be able to get enough sleep till then.

Anyway please hope that it would worth the prise I had to pay...Bye and have a nice night.

Today is the first school day.Funny but yesterday I was not even feeling it that way.I thought this would be only a good reason to meet up with my friends again but after I knew we are going to be studying on Monday with a hard programme a feel bad.I felt like I could not breathe.I am not sure if it is only me but for me the summer was amazing.It was a fresh air after all the secrafices during the last school year.I have been through a lot and it was a relax and I almost forgot about school...ALMOST...COMPLETELY FORGOT ABOUT IT!It was not bad durign the sunny vacation days having nothing to worry about but it is getting a big problem when it comes to an end.

There was a light in the dark as always.I am optimistic and try to focus on good stuff no matter how hard it is getting outside of you.I held on a thing that is funny to hold on to.I was on a concert and I met one really important person for who is always in my heart and never is going to be forgotten if depends on me.It was the greatest hours in my life though I had to stay up during them.After that I had to go home alone and it was hard because I did not know the region very wel but as I am pretty and sweet people die to help me finding the way and so it happens again.In a moment I felt like I was never gonna make it home and it was a terrifying thought but...here I am...

The day was fine.I have something to complain about but the good things were nothing to be let go of.Wait for new pics these days because I found out that walking through Sofia with mp4 player and a photocamera it is the greatets idea to start making pictures and I made a lot on the concert.

By By for now.A lot of kisses from me...

The day had gone well though I did not expect so.I went out with my aunt with her car because she had some work to do so I came for a company.I did not want to keave her alone.It does not fell good being alone.And it was quite fun with her because she has an amazing sence of humor.Then I wen shopping all by myself.I had to bye a few things for my brother who is leaving for a trip tomorrow.It was fun too.I spent an hour choosing betweent the different types of hangkerchiefs.I am just santimental and stuff like that are important for me.

When I get back home I did some stuff that are not that interesting.Stuff that are usual these days.I visited the new apartment and found out the new things that had happen there since the last time I was there...But the night is a whole new thing.Things happen which I did not expect or I just...feared to expect...Things go on and it would be different...a lot different the next days...